[01/2012]
She was born
with a heart as big as this world.
As she grew and
experienced, she came across luggage that would eventually hold a heavy weight
upon her heart.
All she ever
wanted was for her heart to remain big, and pure.
But it became
spoiled at times with negativity and bad influences.
In the face of
it all, she never failed to scrape all that unwanted excess that tried to cover
her big heart as if to try and erase it.
Though she came
back ten times stronger after each breakdown, each fall, each heart break, each
painful embedded memory, each hit.
You can only
push a girl down so many times.
Today, she’s not
falling down anymore.
Not because all
the negativity, bad memories, or the pain suddenly erased but because she made
a choice to live in a world where she decides who or what to allow pushing her
down to levels deeper than the sea.
Moreover, she
has not fallen down in days, months, and soon years.
Because ever
since she can remember, she stopped allowing herself to allow others to break
her down and tear her apart because she realized that the potential, talent,
determination, dreams, goals she contains are far more relevant and extravagant
than the bullshit she previously allowed in her life.
